AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok i'm all for wedding preparations strain but THIS IS RIDICULOUS!

Family members that aint never called me calling me now cos they feel entitled to be included in the proceedings,  people calling with what must be done before the wedding,  people forcing their advice where not needed, actually more like instructions than advice, then its every one saying how it should be, it would be nice if everyone was paying for their expectations, oh dont get me started on all those calling me expecting me to make them bridesmaids, people that aint called me EVER!! I havent even begun to talk about all the gossip, this madness has got to stop NOW!!!

ENGAGED

Well today things are different, i'm typing this with a ring on my finger, on that finger, yes i'm engaged, who would have known. It's day three and it happened on one knee at the beach, i'm soon to be married to an angel... I 'mrs many words' cant find the words to express the realest feelings i've ever felt for a man, he got on his knee before the world and asked me to marry him, through tears and this immediate light headed floating feeling i said yes ...

It's like living in a different world, "who would have imagined" keeps swimming over and over in my head.  He's kind, sweet, loving, considerate, caring, unconfused and so openly in love, come on, every body has known heart ache, too many people know all to well the lyrics in the following song but today that aint me...not any more...

Piano Man (Brandy)

Play me a song about heartache
I promise I can sing every word
(Mr. Piano Man)
Play me a song about love lost
That's another one everyone's heard
Strike up the band

We can have the whole world singing tonight
We can have the whole world singing tonight
We can have the whole world singing tonight
We can have the whole world singing tonight
(Mr. Piano Man)

No that aint me no more, I've been found by true love...