With All My Heart

I've let it all go, with all my heart my heart has arrived at a place where it will never turn back from.  I don't care how many mountains I've climbed and I don't care how many battles I've faced,  I've never felt stronger and I'm not going back.  No, no one has any idea as to whats about to happen cause you see when a heart like mine reaches this peak oh God! Yes oh God thank you for allowing this chest to beat stronger than ever. I'm here and stronger,  see doubt is a memory, there ain't nothing I wont achieve and with the strength of a mother warrior im going to fight. Face to Face I'm going to take on this life, yes I've been gone for too long but you see my kids know it as they lay their heads on my chest that something has changed drastically in the rhythm of my heart.  My heart rhythm is beating a beat of love, My heart rhythm is beating a beat of hope, it is beating a beat of strength and peace and the sheer testimony of whats to come. My heart rhythm is beating the whole, pure, undiluted rhythm of life.

...And so in honor of the God who created me, adored me, raised me, heard me, answered me and stayed by me. In honor of my parents that had me and loved me. in honor of my blood family, in honor of my chosen family(friends), in honor of angels who were a part of my story for a small while and in honor of an amazing man who has looked out for me almost my whole life I promise that...

With All My Heart, I will laugh heartily even in my hardest moments, I will believe even faced with the most hopeless moments, I will be strong through what would be my weakest moments and oh God knows my wildest dreams my deepest hopes, my strongest loves I AM GOING TO LIVE. You best believe it!

"I just chose not to be afraid anymore, I chose to live!

and it is in this truth that my courage stays"

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Daughter of God ♥

GRATEFUL

I see You in my daughters eyes as she cuddles close to my heart as she stares up at me.
I see You in a destitute strangers tear filled eyes as they gratefully stare at a kindness they didn't expect to receive in a world they thought had forgotten them.
I see u in the image of one bended on their knees face to the ground weeping in grateful disbelief for a mercy bigger than every sin they'd ever commited, bigger than all the pain they'd ever caused, bigger that every choice they'd made to give up on their wildest dreams.
I see u in the pure undiluted love as a mommy and daddy stare at their 1minute old miracle, a brand new child, life in perfect tinyness.
I see You in love, I see You in joy, I see You in hope, I see You in strength, I see You in faith, I see You in peace, I see You in mercy, undeserved yet kind forgiveness, I see You in many a will to go on and be amazing, I see you in laughter.

I see you and my heart smiles ☻
I adore You, I call you Jesus
I see You my all ♥

You see there come moments in life where one is so clustered by circumstances, one becomes inundated by memories and overwhelmed at the sheer thoughts of their hopes not comin true. 

In these moments all that matters is you Lord, in these moments i look to You where I see You, there is power in Your presence and Your name because You are Jesus, and over all things You Reign!

We reign

I love You and simply could never live without You

Thank You Jesus♥

Precious Jesus♥

Matthew 25:31-46

New International Version (NIV)

The Sheep and the Goats

³¹ “When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne. ³² All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate the people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. ³³ He will put the sheep on his right and the goats on his left.
³⁴ “Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father; take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world. ³⁵ For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in, ³⁶ I needed clothes and you clothed me, I was sick and you looked after me, I was in prison and you came to visit me.’
³⁷ “Then the righteous will answer him, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you something to drink? ³⁸ When did we see you a stranger and invite you in, or needing clothes and clothe you? ³⁹ When did we see you sick or in prison and go to visit you?’
⁴⁰ “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’

John 13:34-35

New International Version (NIV)

³⁴ “A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. ³⁵ By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.”

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Dear God

As I start the greatest journey of my life I look to You for ever.  I shed clothing of the past and embrace who You meant me to be, the me I always knew. I  know my life will never be the same as I embrace the truth of who You created in me. In a world filled with possibilities and no fear I look to You with the elegance and humbleness of a queen and the knowledge of a god.  I will never know how I was so favored to be named one of your own and I'm so grateful that my life you chose. Many lessons you have taught me along the way that prepared me for these days, my heart was stretched as you taught me to be...I worship thee.  May I look down on no man, may my heart never know arrogance, may my lips be kind and powerful and my heart large and beautiful.  Beautiful Lord, the truth of my journey and destiny, they will discover theirs Lord as you speak through me,  words do not know my adoration as I know that I am...I am because You are.  Thank You for every soul I've ever met.  Thank You for every mercy, thank you for every lesson, every today, every tomorrow.  Thank you for life.  I am your servant, use me.

Songs from my journey:

Seek ye first the kingdom of God - author unknown [1995 (11yrs)]

You said - Hillsongs [2000 - 16yrs]

Be still and know that I am God - Hillsongs [2003- 19yrs]

Wale Watu - Khadja Nin  [my whole life]

Afrika - Toto [my whole life]

Torn Down - Brandy [2012 - 28]

Mercy said no [2005]

Water runs dry - boysIImen  [1993]

just hold on - boysIImen  [1993]

four seasons - boysIImen  [1993]

   ...the journey...

 

 

 

 

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A woman's prayer

Lord,

 Hear my prayer for this world

People are so lost in their own "need" to survive they've forgotten how love looks 

Everyday I know people try to do right and got lost in frustration cos they got it so wrong

Lord I know some have given up figuring that failure is their portion and tears are their way

And I know that broken hearts have become familiar ground

and I know so many are lonely though surrounded by many

Lord children cry cos somehow this world devalued them.

and elders cry cos this world has forgotten them

And so Lord here is a womans cry,

Give us wisdom so forgiveness is obvious

Give us fearlessness that we may fight not for ourselves only but for each other

Give us courage to stand, stand above our failures and fear, that we become answers to the prayers we pray

Give us hearts full of love, that our eyes open to what really matters ...And that we DO something about it!
Open our arms to embrace all in need of your love

Give us grateful hearts for everything, everything You've ever done for us

and memories that remember your best for us in our worst moments

Lord as women and custodians of your love, teach us ABBA how to revive hope and love.

and may our prayers become their selfless realities.

Jesus we love You and in Your name we pray..Amen.

ADONAI

You let my soul to once again wholey come and worship, washed away all my shame and stains you made me beautiful, lifted my head high and welcomed me again before you and to that i say i will not go back from you, no not this time Lord this time i will fight, not just for me but for you, i dont ever wanna  lose you nor is it ever my will to hurt you so against every challenge that comes against what i have with you i will fight!  Why would i in my right mind ever imagine walking away again, i drop everything today and i worship you, with my all i belong to you and this reality will last forever...i'm not confused, your all i want and this is forever ♥

To the one who sees home in my eyes

Come run with me, this beautiful destiny
you caught every tear come from me and made a sea of beautiful roses
your welcome to lead me through, the wise ages I've found in you
and as i soar i wont fear
because you are near aint nothing in the world that can tear my new love away

Lord i love
[LORD i love you]
its more i adore you
[i adore you]
With all of my soul
[with all of my breath]
I give my all
[i give you my all]

Beautiful Soul

 

Stars in eyes, let me stare at you like your the most beautiful thing i've ever seen, let me live around you with a joyful skip in my soul, let me teach you all how to pray, let me help you notice sunrises and sunsets and flowers, clouds and stars.  Beautiful soul let my innocence shine through, let my smile make your world ok, let me run from you across fields of flowers and when you catch me let me laugh heartily and let you lay your head in my lap as we watch her chase butterflies...

Beautiful soul let me wake you up with butterfly kisses, let me sing sweet things, let me stroke your hair and make you believe it's all ok, beautiful soul, let me peek at you around the door happy tears in eyes as i watch you rock our children to sleep, let me oh let me bring the beauty in the world to life for you every day.  Let me run you baths and cook your meals, let me sit and help you, i wanna read for you, encourage you, build you...

Beautiful soul let me dance around in circles and let my dress flow, let me stare at you so in love so sure,  hold me back as i playfully run, and watch me sleep , Beautiful soul let me have you captivated, Beautiful soul let me love you...through lifes journey, let me teach you to give to the poorest, to forgive the hardest, to carry the weakest, to appreciate the smallest....

   

Beautiful soul, let me love you....

Blog Wrote on 01 Dec 11
Dedicated to Akhona Sipunzi, a totally Beautiful soul, how a man failed to love her on earth, Jesus will love her in heaven...

[born:                  - passed away: 03 Dec 2011]